Midnight Self-talk

I think it's true that as we grow up, it's more difficult to be a perfectionist. Beside the condition itself won't let us to get everything easily, maybe the universe want to teach us to be more tolerant and less arrogant. Oh, and the most important is to accept ourselves. As we grow up, the variation of pressure in life is increases. If we have the breakdown of the society, it will give us so many variables that can provide their own pressure (depend on how we deal with it).

You know, is it just me or everyone ever had a feeling that they are different from their society. So sometimes they like to keep a distance because they feel uncomfortable nor unaccepted. From other's point of view, they may look independent and strong, but sometimes it's not because they really are. The feelings like, people are just too frustrating: talking nonsense, walking with their chin up and hand on their hips...but you still have to respect them for the sake of manners, even when your sincere apologize is replied by satires. I think I have been too naive all this time. I know it's a little too late to be slightly evil to several parts of life. I hope this isn't arrogance, but yeah sometimes that's how it feels.

Phew. Time flies since the first day I started my college life. It's not easy to keep them balance: good grade, organizational life, family-me time and keep myself reasonably sane while dealing with those.

Instead of grumbling in the way to class let's just smile and promise to ourselves that we can do better in everything, day by day.

Rest is in jannah.